;we're looking up at the same nightsky

Monday, May 17, 2010

Here comes, a visible horizon
Right where it starts and ends
Oh, and then we start the end
Here comes, a visible illusion
Oh, where it starts and ends
You’re like a sunset

The past 2 weeks have been the craziest ever. Fretted over mid-terms, sat for 3 mid-terms, failed driving again (I think I'm destined to ride a bicycle), tuition, intensive weekend lectures, school, tutorials, students having their mid-terms as well (which means extra tuition sessions), did my medical check-up for my visa application, fell awfully sick, got well.. Yeah all that happened in 2 weeks.

I think I've never given so much of myself to anyone before. It feels as though in everything I do, I'll always put him first. Even if he doesn't see it.. it doesn't matter. I feel happy when I'm able to shoulder even the simplest things for him. My heart sinks when he's upset or feeling unwell. While I was changing out of the X-ray gown (after throwing up all over in the X-ray room) I teared, feeling so weak, helpless and all alone. At that moment, somewhere in my heart, I wished he was there.. with me. I'm really useless, aren't I. The past few weeks.. I've never felt closer to him. Even if it doesn't mean a thing, it's good enough for me, good enough. :)

After all the madness, I could finally bring mummy and my family out for a good meal to celebrate Mother's Day. :) I really really enjoyed the time spent with my family. So precious.

The Rose Veranda @ Shangri-La Hotel (16th May 2010)